There are so many things I would love to say to you Bre, but I haven’t the slightest idea where to start. SO here it goes….. I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON and BACK and that is one thing that will never change. I loved it when you lived with us when we were younger, I loved taking care of you, and teaching you the things that siblings teach each other. I want to see you make good decisions and have a full, HAPPY life. It breaks my heart to see the path you are headed down. We all struggle at some point deciding what is right and what is wrong. We all get a little lost, but it is how you pick yourself up that truly matters.
Right now you aren’t picking yourself up though, you continue to bury your head in the sand and run. You are running with a no good piece of scum and I hope you realize it sooner than later. The ride I am sure has been fun, but it is time to pull the string and get off the ride.
You are no longer a teenager or a child, you are an adult with a baby at home and one on the way….Shape it up.
Now that I have given my love to you I must give you the real feelings of myself and everyone who knows you.
Take a good long look at the photo to the right. This sweet baby was born from YOUR body….Completely dependent on his family. A beautiful little baby boy who did not ask for you to be his mother. I am sure if babies could hope, he would certainly wish for a new mother, one who loves him, one who looks after him when he is sick, and one who just spends time with him, nurturing him. He didn’t ask for you to not be ready for him. ALL HE ASKS IS FOR LOVE.
How can you look into his eyes and not want him? Pack up and run off with some guy and not have a second thought about leaving your son? How can you birth a child and have no emotional connection with him? How can you not feel the bond of the boy you carried for 9 months while you nurtured him?
Drugs can do some strange things to people, and I will be the first to admit that I have had my own battles with addiction.
A lot has happened in the last few months, but let me tell it to you as the public sees in as I am sure in your haze you cannot.
1. you broke up with a great guy.
2. You got with a loser
3. Next the drugs and a drug induced coma
4. Your ran off and left your 2 yr old with said loser.
6. Get pregnant with losers baby.
7. You steal drugs from some gangbangers.
8. Boyfriend turns you guys in over stealing the drugs.
9. You have court now.
10. Jamie has custody of Kyle
11. Your doing drugs while preggo with the next.
and this moron is going back to jail for awhile.
This sounds all so fascinating but cut this shit out. We love you and want you to get better, but it isnt possible with Jonathan Cartee around and you doing dope. Take care of your unborn like you did with the first and let us help you.
Please! If you need anything and are willing to put in the effort for yourself and you kids please feel free to call me, no judgement just love!
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